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Down on
his luck, Detective Connor Parks takes solace in the arms of a woman he meets
at a local bar, but in the morning, Claire Fletcher is gone, leaving behind
clues to a decade-old mystery—her own abduction. Perplexed and driven by an
unsettling need to see Claire again, Connor must solve
the mystery of her disappearance and find her once and for all.
Excerpt:
Chapter 1 ~
I still saw
her sometimes-the girl I used to be. She lived behind a locked door in my
mind. The door
that protected the last secret part of me. The last bastion I had that no one
else
could
infiltrate or overcome. It was locked so securely that no one but me could
force or tease it
open.
Behind the
door, the girl stood on the street corner waiting to cross, shielding her eyes
from the sun
with one slender hand. She was in the tenth grade and she was on her way to
school. She
had a backpack slung over her left shoulder. She wore jeans and a yellow cotton
shirt.
Behind the
door in my mind, I liked leaving the girl suspended on the street corner for as
long as I
could. Sometimes I just watched her stand there, shielding her eyes, vaguely
aware of
the cars
whizzing by in front of her. She had a slight smile on her face. I wanted her
to stay
right there on
the street corner forever, frozen in her peaceful beauty and teenaged
innocence.
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But she
couldn’t stay there forever, not even behind the secret, locked door in my
mind.
Eventually she
crossed the street, walked the 30 feet or so . . . In my mind, however, she
didn’t
stop when she
saw the man crouched next to his car, neck craning to peer beneath it, the
backseat
door hanging
open next to him. In my mind she kept walking.
She never
knelt down beside him to look beneath the car as he did, attempting to coax an
imaginary but
frightened kitten from beneath it. In my mind, the man didn’t smash her head
off
the door jamb
and stuff her stunned, slack body unceremoniously into the backseat. These
things
never happened
to the girl I used to be behind the locked, secret door in my mind.
I envisioned
two alternatives for that girl. One was that she stood on the corner, shielding
her eyes with
one hand and when she stepped off the curb into the street, certain that the
way was
clear, she was
crushed by an oncoming truck and killed instantly. There she lay in the street,
limbs twisted
and bent at odd angles, her thick red blood congealing on the pale asphalt. Her
eyes were
fixed upward, blank, unknowing. I liked this scenario because it did not
involve the
man who unmade
her and took everything pure away from her.
The second alternative
was that she did not cross the street. She decided to turn left
instead of
crossing and she avoided the man altogether. And so she went on with her life.
She
knew nothing
of the abject horror she avoided. She was still innocent in that way.
This girl from
scenario two lived a parallel life. I imagined that she was out there, still
living my
life. She went to her proms and high school graduation. She had a boyfriend and
went
off to
college. The very second I thought about her, she was out there living the life
I was
supposed to
live.
Maybe she was
making plans to get married or have a child with someone. I liked to
think of her
that way, as if she still existed in some other dimension. I liked to think
that
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someday I’d
run into her and see in her face that in spite of what I’ve been through the
girl I used
to be is all
innocence and light.
That when she smiles it’s
beautiful and not broken.
Review:
5 Stars
Having one of the worst days of his life, Detective Connor Parks finds himself in a bar
wondering what happened to his life.
When a young woman comes up to him, he finds himself intrigued by the
mysterious woman who has a knack at getting him to talk about his life. She walks him home, they have a drink, talk,
and fall asleep. Connor wakes up to an
address, the only remnant of the secretive Claire Fletcher. Not sure why he is drawn to her, he seeks her
out only to find that Claire Fletcher disappeared ten years ago at the age of
fifteen.
Haunting story, Claire is an incomparable heroine who is
trying to survive. Her journey is
difficult to read, but you are pulled into it right away. Excellent story, worth reading if you like
finding a good mystery to delve into.
BIO:
Lisa Regan is a suspense novelist. She has a Bachelor’s Degree in English and Master of Education Degree from Bloomsburg University. She lives in Philadelphia with her husband and daughter.
ONLINE LINKS:
Website: www.lisaregan.com
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lisa-Regan/189735444395923
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